This one is for all.
There are a lot of predictions around 2024, especially it being another intense, karmic year. Saturn is running the show. Some predictions promise abundance and yielding the fruit of your labors— which, well, sort of brings us back to karma. You will get whatever you need to grow and realize love; be it the easy way or the hard way.
What seeds have you been planting? If you have been diligent, doing the hard, big, self work, and making the right choices when no one was looking— rest assured things will be coming together. A lot of you may be emerging from intensely major karmic cycles inclusive of betrayal, jealousies, sacrifice, being misunderstood, tapped, or taken advantage of. Let the energy of adversity go with a thank you. If you are resonating with this, it’s all arisen for clarity and release. Some of you may be asking, how much more fucked up bullshit can I take on? I mean c’mon Universe, you’ve got to be kidding me … right?
I have compassion, but I do encourage you to trust that all is well. Difficult people, energies, conditions, careers, are leaving. It may be scary to be stripped; and yet, is it? Were you really living in alignment with your pure essence? Was thing X or person Y really enhancing your life? Remember that everything in one’s life starts to explode, fall apart, or reveal itself to be unsupportive when there is big change coming, a karmic cycle is closing, or you have outgrown your container for life. Trust in yourself and let go of anyone and anything that doesn’t support a true freedom of being. The age of ‘punish self to perform for others’, is dead.
How do we know what supports true freedom of being?
Unsupportive conditions feel heavy and constricting. Do you find you naturally self-protect and get quiet in specific situations? Is exhaustive effort leaving you depleted?
Or, on the contrary, does it feel expansive and uplifting? Lighter? Do you feel peace and a joyous inner state of contentment? Does the need to flee dissipate? Do desires dissolve in the wake of contentment? Is there an entirely organic and energizing presence?
These two feeling states are generally able to predict supportive vs. hindering elements on a growth path.
Now, there are divine mirrors. This concept feels appropriate to discuss. When you encounter someone who acts as a divine mirror, it can feel exposing but not necessarily heavy or constricting. In fact, many of you may be divine mirrors yourselves! This term refers to people who see straight to the soul and cause others to feel vulnerable due to their inability to hide in front of them. Masks drop. Walls crumble instantly. Smoke and mirrors become crystal clear skies. For some people, this is heaven. Divine mirrors don’t claim to know it all or see it all. It’s really about a presence, something with which you are born. It’s more heart than mind. And it’s truly sacred. Half the time they don’t even know what they’re doing (which is why I am explaining this to you now). To see a divine mirror is a safe haven in the midst of all the suffocating bullshit out there. On the other hand, some people, indeed with pure hearts, have become so accustomed to the walls and bullshit that being seen at a soul level is terrifying. They avoid divine mirrors because really looking at themselves is too confronting. Divine mirrors are people who are absolutely safe and filled with love. They don’t manipulate or desire power. They don’t provoke because they don’t need to. They simply are.
Often, they are used by divinity to deliver karma and justice, again-simply by being themselves. And most of the time they actually have no idea- it’s kinda cute. But the point is, they waltz into a room and things might scramble and transmute, especially around certain people. It’s fascinating. If you are a divine mirror, don’t worry. Trust your power of purity. It may be confusing to manage the reactions of others, but remember, do not take it personally. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you, divine mirror. Your light is healing, whether it exposes falsities or uplifts the energy of a room.
Pro tip*** If you come into the presence of someone who causes you to pause in self-reflective discomfort, use discernment and the knowing of your body’s intelligence to tell you whether you’re dealing with a divine mirror exposing an inner truth, or a heavy energy that will hold you back from your highest path. Divine mirrors have no edge or agenda, if that helps. Heavy hindrances, absolutely do.
Know thyself. Understand your surroundings. And align your actions with your goals while remaining detached to outcome and seated in awe of mystery.
No biggie, just be a total master? What’s the problem lol?
Something that has helped me over the years is this one concept: I don’t really care what happens anymore. I don’t care what it looks like. I know the pure energy and sense of self that is my natural, divine inheritance. My inner being stays there. My outer being / personality comes and goes, ebbs and flows. Other people really fucking care what it looks like, when it happens and how it happens. Good luck with that lol! At least, if you’ve taken the path less traveled, which most of you reading this newsletter chose to do, good luck controlling life’s outcome. If you’re trying to do that, please stop before you hurt yourself.
Now, obviously, I don’t want a life of pain. I’ve learned enough of those lessons. But not caring what happens is about trusting nature more than your mind’s ego-based sense of security. I am now grateful that my sense of securities over the years have been smashed or nonexistent. It was a practice, a spiritual curriculum, for never was it real security anyways. The only real safe haven is heaven, which is a stream of being in communion with Source. That, is safety. When it comes to being attached to an outcome… what the heck do we really know? I promise there is a higher intelligence aware of our expanding paths. Flow with that intelligence as it is always guiding us home to our true natures. Being attached to expectation just hurts; especially when we know that all things are in mutation and the Universe loves to throw a thousand curve balls at once. We must learn to plant seeds. Nourish conditions. Ride waves. Be kind. And let go of everything. God knows what to do and how to move. Truly surrender to the hands of higher light.
I worked on something for 5 years. It may be nothing more than tomorrow’s kindling. I say that with a wry grin, shrugged shoulders and an obscure, what-the-fuck sense of who knows. I sense a lot of potential futures in the now sphere. I could walk a lot of paths, just like many of you. I observe which have the most light and energy. It is my duty to honor the light that builds around certain trajectories, however there comes a point when it’s simply in God’s hands. And we all have to be in a pure acceptance of what is, while holding space for the awareness of potential. It is truly key to being at peace. What a wonderful thing it is to be open, prepared, present and yet non-attached.
Cultivating non-attachment can also help you with relationships and boundaries. When you see an unsavory character reveal themselves in your life; just observe and take note. Then, act accordingly. There is a collective lesson right now around not matching poor form back to the other. If you experience sour energy, do not lower yourself into the lack, pain, misunderstanding, superficiality, fear or drama which affected you. Observe it and use the experience to manifest the correct conditions moving forward. Psychologically educate yourself. The thing is, if you choose to become enmeshed with someone, you take on their karma. Pick your friends, business partners, and lovers wisely. Hold your boundaries and containers. Study and understand people thoroughly before getting close. Your energy is not cheap. Trust is earned. You are valuable. Highly valuable. And right now, people are desperate, clingy, unhealed, and unconsciously looking to feel safe. You can help people by being yourself, without taking on their heaviness or inner work.
Lightness of being in itself is a service. And as the Dao says, heavy is the root of the light. When you see someone’s lightness of being know that they must have worked diligently to embody it. True lightness of being is an ultimate work of art that summons divine protection. It’s very real. These days it is rare to see pure light, untethered by chains. We can learn from these rare sights.
For today, I wish to remind you that your inner sanctuary is for you to thrive and be held in self-service, self-love and self-reliance. Your interior landscape is your kingdom come.
So, when you experience rudeness, don’t match that energy back. Keep soaring. Your high vibration and soft, understanding, station is the ultimate power. It feels so good to others when you are at peace inside. Your job is to discern who is allowed within your circle of trust and sphere of peace. It is sacred and you are sacred. You are seen, loved and an entirely cherished child of Light with the potential and presence of God within your heart.
Wouldn’t it be wise to honor, nourish, and serve something so holy? Yes - I am talking about you, yourself… you babely piece of heaven.
Now here’s the deal and forgive me, buy I must circle back to this idea— discernment is needed this year because some of you are growing SO BIG that if you expand whilst close to another who is unable to match your level, you may absorb their karma and drama. This could pull you down. I need you to take that in. Yep. Not kidding. It’s not even your shit. And this has nothing to do with how good your forcefield is. Ha! It’s vibe science. If you are big enough to absorb it and transmute it, and there is an unconscious agreement through proximity and relational behavior— well, just know what you’re taking on. For example, some of you are taking on your lineage karma, alchemizing energies at work, or creating companies that support many families. These are karmas with purpose. But let’s say God’s plan is to the left. You’re growing bigger. But you see a hot mess hottie to the right with a million red flags which requiring some clean-ups on isle five — that is a choice. Staying at the wrong company is a choice. Taking on someone else’s child, is a choice. No right or wrong, and these are just examples. I am simply suggesting full and total self transparency and integrity with how you are choosing to navigate your energy in this life, consciously. Feel me? Know what you are taking on. The 200 year old oak tree harbours micro ecosystems because of its breadth of protective shelter. It’s powerful. It can hold. And an ant, has a different job. Both beautiful with very different lives, consciousness, and functions. Again, no judgement. But if you are an oak, know it. Not everyone deserves your shelter. The more powerful and dominant the field of light (meaning the brighter your light), the more it will take on as a way to create energetic balance, sans effort. I’m not talking about savior complexes. I am talking about autonomic, energetic processes via all realms of life and existence working to create environmental coherence. That’s what nature does, seeks balance. It just happens. It’s not personal— it’s just natures way of absorbing and alchemizing density. You are a part of nature, remember? Therefore, boundary up accordingly to support your being. If you are big, use it wisely.
You see, some of you are needing to realize you’re not small. You are needing to move away from people who make you feel small or need you to stay small to feed their ego. It’s like the hot girl who has no idea she is hot, confused by people’s jealousy and reactions; or, the genius who feels like an idiot because no one understands him. He hasn’t yet figured out he speaks another language that is light years ahead. We all need to find where we belong, and when you see yourself truly, without judgement or inflated/deflated self-opinions, it may be easier to discern what belonging means to you.
For those of you resonating with this message so far (take on what is for you and leave the rest), the first step it to own that you are big. If you have an inkling but feel timid about it because you’re not in your ego in that way, yes—I’m talking to you. Honey, sometimes it’s not about ego, it’s about seeing things as they are so you are less jolted by the inherent proclivities that accompany bigness itself. Own the fact that you have amps and feel yourself expand. Then, decide how that big energy can serve your natural heart desires, as well as others, the planet. Next, what responsibilities feel right for your bigness to take on. Who/what can you help? With great power comes great responsibility, as every sci-fi movie has ever said.
If you can feel the inner workings of actualization preparing itself in the silence of winter, whispers of rapid rising, you need to know that you are big. But before that actualization of potential, one must decide how they will use their bigness with a sense of purpose and benevolence. Whether it’s grand or subtle, that is entirely personal to you. And always create from a place of joy and peace. Your energy and emotions at the point of creation will dictate the life of your project, relationship, or path. Begin well, and nourish your energy the whole way through.
This expansive discernment is happening to teach those who are meant to be big, how to hold the container majestically and properly allocate their energies. Playing small is a no-go, big folks can’t get away with it anymore. The beautiful thing is that there is nothing really to do but be conscious and intentional. If you’re meant to hold this light and power, you’ve given up any need for it anyways. Self contained, authentic power has accepted the consequence of being who they are—whatever that reality means. This teaching, this understanding of what comes with bigness, is a requirement for mastery.
So, my big, powerful friends, my divine mirrors in action- may you dance through waves of this wild life with grace, a light foot, and a soft heart knowing that whatever is meant for you will find you. It is my hope that you feel safe, supported, seen, expansive, authentic and that you inspire those around you to do the same, simply by being yourself. Don’t let 2024 scare you. Let it work for you, gently and beautifully. Give Saturn a high 5 and a head nod. You’ve already double dutched through karmic lessons. You’re eating cake, this year. Affirm that you are learning lessons with ease. Be ready and willing. Trust life. And most importantly, trust the freedom.
Big Love,
Kalisa