I am a bit excited for this year’s 12:12 energy gateway, which is a spiritually auspicious day. Obviously, this opening takes place annually. It is a day with energy and enchantment behind it and you can use this ripe and refined energy to elevate your quality of consciousness. This matters because as you ameliorate the landscape of your interior realms, your outer world changes. All life is mutation, and sometimes we get sucked into the negativity and pain of our individual and collective experiences. This is hardening to the heart and unsupportive of enhancing our lives. Remember that as you elevate and evolve individually, you support the collective evolution of the species. In order to transcend personal and global suffering, we do have to be proactive and put in some effort. Today is the perfect opportunity to do just that. This world is made of patterns. From a numerical pattern perspective, the numbers add up…
Numerological Context: There is energy behind numbers.
1s are about God, action, independence, freedom to soar, exponential growth on the right path, being in the right place at the right time. Sun.
2s are about partnership, connectivity, love, community, sensitivity, intuition, love, receptivity. Moon.
Together 1 + 2 = 3
3s are about new ideas, communication, expression, wisdom, guidance, auspiciousness, self mastery, fire, change, energy, interaction, accomplishment, understanding. Jupiter.
1+2+1+2 = 6
6s are about manifestation, love, wish fulfillment, sweetness, magnetism, luxury, charm, health, empathy, unity consciousness. Venus.
Good vibes today. Therefore; I invite you to honor the 12:12 new moon energy by letting your heart’s true desires spring to life in the quantum, and by venerating yourself capable and worthy of all that resides in the realm of concealed wishes. Look at your wishes with childlike awe. Move your desires from the realm of impossibility to the realm of absolute possibility! Swim in them. Moreover, this year, larger cycles of time are closing; heralding the runway, breathing room and sense of relief that often accompanies new beginnings.
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Now, back to effort and rising above. The Buddhists believe in striving. According to this excerpt from The Numerical Discourses of the Buddha by Bhikkhu Bodhi in The Book of Fours “…there are these four strivings. What four? Striving by restraint, striving by abandonment, striving by development, and striving by protection.“ Lord Buddha taught the world to be still, compassionate, and know true peace and enlightenment. In various Christian traditions, one’s inclination towards darkness is a sin. We must rise and uplift our minds and hearts to know the Kingdom of Heaven, which I see as a state of consciousness and a realm of reality. I believe glimpses of this consciousness can be embodied and brought forth while living on Earth. Jesus taught this beautifully. He also taught that love is the way, and death is not real amongst a lot of cool manifestation pathways. Moses taught us that freedom is worth every effort — to stand up, lead, and to overcome oppression while being loyal and obedient to God. Lord Shiva teaches us to never tolerate evil, to be fiercely loving, compassionate and non-judgemental. Krishna, the God consciousness within, teaches us that the soul and true life is eternal while the body and material life will all decay. I could go on, but you get it. There are threads of similarity in ideology here.
Have a giant heart. Control your mind and uplift your thoughts to embrace divine reality as you walk the Earth. Do not judge one another. Be at peace with yourself. Do not take it personally. Trust that a higher reality is at play, behind the mechanisms of the sometimes frightful matrix simulation. You are held. Be here, now. I am. You are. We must understand that all healing of the world begin and ends with us. You do not have to go around fixing everyone, nor do you have to start 10 nonprofits to be in alignment with light, love and truth. Just be a good person, and do the best you can. That, is perfect. You are already perfect. The Earth plane is what it is right now. We can accept that. The big question is: can you be what you actually are, despite it? Do you understand? Can you live as a child of divinity without letting the world get you down?
As I mentioned, the Kingdom of Heaven is a realm, a vibrational reality inherent to God Nature beyond our concepts of time and space— so blissful and righteous we cannot even fathom its ecstatic state. We are born of this light, and it is our priority, as we enter the dualistic, contrasting nature of the creative Earth plane, to strive towards achieving higher states of vibration and overcome our obsession with suffering. We can prove to ourselves that love is the only thing that’s real, that really matters. We can do so by being it. Love is a choice, a verb, a state, and a sacred place we can tap into at anytime. We just sort of have to get over our own bullshit. I’m working on it every day. This does not mean to suppress or ignore— this is the way of the old paradigm. I think we see now, that the path of suppression is a recipe for disaster. If pain is not alchemized- it will express itself in dark acts, unnecessary mistakes, more uncomfortable karma and physical illness. Overcoming pain means facing, and alchemizing. If you need a support container to relieve your life of pain and ease into more self acceptance, empowerment and peace - please contact me about THE EXPANSION PROGRAM and available spaces in 2024. It’s your path and no one can tell you what it should look like. Take as long as you need. It’s totally your trip. Just, never give up. Always, keep going.
When we look at the world and believe, painfully, that the violence towards goodness and desecration of benevolence itself, is the way the long-game will always unfold, or that suffering is the dominant power—our energy shrinks. These are deflating beliefs. Inherent in these beliefs is the conviction that ego is more powerful than Spirit. And it is not. Yes- it is healthy to understand what this Earth plane actually is. Call a spade a spade. This is not an easy realm. Toxicity exits. The simulation is meant to challenge you and catalyze change unveiling the creative powers within you. And we can refine the delicate art of being in the world, accepting it, but not being of it. This is a delicate art because it is easy to fall into apathy and a numb hopelessness veiled by a reductive take on a spiritual understanding — that this world is full of suffering and that’s it. So, why bother with imbuing life with any purpose or meaning? Well, because you’ll be bored, depressed and less vital and healthy. You won’t experience richness, meaning and you will remain ignorant of your depths and source. Again, a boring and an inefficient use of life, which is a divine gift.
The thing is, though suffering is a part of the human condition and reality on this planet, it doesn’t have to be your dominant and leading energy. You get to choose. You are the boss. You get to change your subconscious program. You get to choose your perspective. And you are no less compassionate towards the pains of others for maintaining a high vibration. Understand that humanity and Earth are in a deep process of density and darkness purging. You are a light that shines on the planet for others and for yourself. Keep shining. I am reminding you so that you hold strong, find the grit to believe in more, while looking for opportunities in the small moments to celebrate the poetry and beauty of this life. Standing still, is the great conviction that all is done in a higher reality. Being, attests to your belief in a higher power.
You may be going through some of the following:
You may be closing life cycles which started somewhere between 8-12 years ago.
You may be shedding skin so thick, you feel a little raw or even afraid. It’s okay.
There may have been so many changes you might be wondering and discovering, who your real soul family is. When I say that I mean, who you can really trust.
You may be taking that first step towards freedom, a new project, a new consciousness.
You may be moving.
You may be letting go of circumstances, careers, people.
You may be overcoming illness.
You may be learning when to be protective, when to expand, when to listen and when to speak.
You may be ready to scratch everything and start a whole new life.
You may be ready for true love and self love.
And some of you may be straight up, going through a full on awakening process.
So today, let what lights you up invigorate your soul this 12:12 new moon. Write out your affirmations in I AM statements and repeat them throughout the day until the words summon a vibration. Your words mean nothing without the vibe to back it up. So, mean what you say and feel what you mean. I am in your corner. And I know you can do it.
I am thinking of all of you on this column list and sending you so much goodness. I’m truly here with you. Thank you for being here with me all these years. You guys have my heart.
With Love,
Kalisa