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BABE LIFE TENET II: COSMIC COURAGE
There are times as a writer that so many ideas and concepts build up in my mind and energetic sphere; almost as if it’s backed up. I see the equations dancing around and connecting with such intricate measure that I cannot even speak. I observe quantum equations and take time to make sense of it. This is why creativity needs space and time to process through the human vessel in a way that is meaningful. The time it takes has nothing to do with deadlines or deliverables, in reality. That’s the human ego needing to box and manufacture nature; for what is your creative capacity but innate nature itself?
I recall as a young one, going through phases of being non verbal. Sure, I am spectrum-y and grew up with a few rough experiences, but *quiet* is just as much a part of my nature as is leadership, creativity, or being nurturing. Silence isn’t always a trauma response. For me rather, it is home. This is not something most humans understand. Have you ever been verbally stunted by an ever-present, churning renewal of philosophical revelation? It’s like— there’s so much to say, you can’t even say it.
I feel that sometimes. Having a lot inside can cause a kind of hesitance, and it is about the space and courage to sort it out.
I guess what I mean to say is that it takes courage to figure yourself out. That courage becomes cosmic, once you understand yourself as a spiritually evolving, multi-dimensional consciousness.
As with any craft or works whereby one must discern how to make your concept land in a time where truth is unpopular, I find divine guidance is helpful. I often pray and ask that a higher word move through my fingertips. There have been times where I pull over onto the side of a highway to finish an article for 6 hours, because, well… here it is. And I want to catch it. There are times when silence beckons me to wait. My touch of the keyboard, my journals of inked ideas, sort of flow with Spirit.
I also recognize with full consciousness now, that there are things I simply cannot say except in private session consults, when appropriate. It’s taken time and maturity to know how to hold space for that truth. Maturity takes courage because you have to own it - whatever the it is. You have to own your truth, shadow, light and self acceptance. Yes, maturity takes some courage. Owning it means accountability. And it is something all of you reading these words want or already embody- great courage.
It takes great courage to allow the God, the I Am That, I Am, to animate your moves in a world so domesticated by tech formulas, and weird as fuck societal norms. As nature and the nature of your soul evolves in opposition to matrix nonsense. Societies evolution is antithetical to the evolution of the species. There is a lot coming to a head. Indeed. Even the counter to counter-culture, seems to be quite programmed these days. I often watch for those souls who actually apply critical thinking and sovereignty to their lives.
They feel different. You know why? They are free.
They are emancipated from the burden of conformity. They feel powerful, whether or not they have earthly accolades such as fame, wealth, normative beauty or whatever else we deem as “powerful”. Courage discerns between false force and authentic power. Power is felt. It is not loud. It is in your field.
Leaders are those who have been greatly humbled, yet still love. Those who have lost all but still create with hope. Those who have lived many, many lives on this planet, unafraid of harm for they know they are unfailingly part of an authentic light so brilliant, if seekers draw near they automatically transform. These are the Earth Angels, here as quiet leaders. Watch for them with your wise eye. It takes courage to activate the truth of your essence.
And if you want courage, you must be around the courageous.
You have to be okay with being different, unpopular, or having ideas that threaten people. When you are a true leader the safest place is in your communion with Spirit. Whether you lead yourself, a family, a business, a collective- we all have to refine our leadership skills. To step into that power it takes courage. Without courage we cannot summon anything.
We all want two things: freedom and love. To embody them, it takes courage. I describe the quality of courage as cosmic, because when a spiritual connection catalyzes courage it becomes unbreakable.
You may think you want all these material things; however, the essences of that which your soul already is, and therefore seeks to embody in human form— is in freedom and love. As a result of freedom and love, one experiences, peace, harmony, flow, connection, abundance, wisdom etc. And again, one must have courage to actually step into that essence, walking the path and thereby manifest the physical aspects of those essential qualities; of course, in whatever that way that looks like for you.
Freedom may be wild riches and a giant company. For someone else, that may feel like shackles. Freedom may look like a riverside, mountain cabin far from people, or it may be the ability to travel spontaneously as a lifestyle, for someone else. Freedom may be the love of a family unit for another. Feel me? My point is, the exterior manifestation of freedom may vary depending in the personality type, but real freedom is a quality inside you. And it doesn’t matter whether you are locked up in jail or live life in gold. It is an inner state of being. You can’t buy it. When we allow divinity itself to animate our sense of knowing, the courage to trust our path is more readily available. When we trust, we are free. When we trust, we are love. Therefore, trust becomes more of a logical choice once you understand it fully. However, it takes courage to rise above all the doubt that acts as a barrier between your pain and your potential freedom.
No matter one’s journey in this life, faith makes it easier. I have been tested many a great time. I’ve temporarily lost access to my full gifts when it comes to my personal life and I wondered…. Is this the reality that most humans must face? A disconnected void whereby faith seems fanciful? I had to put down my psychic antenna for protection due to life circumstances, but I didn’t understand why, until a bit later. As it was happening it was confusing. Though, I now understand the inherent lessons and am back full force, times a thousand. Through this experience, I recognize the power of courageous faith.
Have you heard of the term life review? It is this concept that when we die and ascend to the next realm or upper room or whatever your metaphor for the next dimensional reality of learning is, we get to witness the life we just lived and lovingly learn from it with our guides and angels. This scares a lot of people, here and now. They are scared of their karma and fate. And though relativism is a valid concept, we are still indeed accountable for our actions by the universal law of cause and effect.
Quite recently, I had this very intense two year spiritual experience where I died metaphorically, over and over, and had life reviews on this Earth plane with God. Cool, huh? I had to shut down, and stay alive to do it. It was a process of reliving everything from this life and all major lives, with my eyes wide open, fully conscious. The difference is I had the maturity to do it, and I believe if I was not a courageous soul, this process would not be a part of my path. I needed to be strong enough to hold it all. And I made it.
It was like a spiritual, physiological, experiential inventory and study of all lives pertinent to the life I am living right now; on and off this beautiful, blue planet. The experiences were absolute profundities; though entirely difficult to move through, it was indeed quite miraculous. I summoned all of myself back. I healed all of my past parts, and of course the journey continues. I understood my draw to x, y, z and the reasons behind it. In this life I want to know why, so I can reweave all in truth and close the wheel.
It is truly about becoming and being vs. achieving and needing.
In order to manifest this spiritual experience, divine gifts of vision, voice and grace were gifted unto me. I can only now understand the processes as revelation. I see now how blessed and protected I am, always. A lot of people do not get to go through what I did. But, I suppose, many certainly wouldn’t want to. It wasn’t very pretty, you see. I’ve never heard of life evolution reviews, timelines explained, while on Earth. That was new for me.
I saw, experienced and re-lived lives. They were foundations for the next life lesson, and the next, and the next. Big lives. Big power. Super cool. At the time I was not sure if I would make it out alive. And it terrified me, especially as a mother. I did it alone, afraid, and while holding up great responsibility in the quiet shadows.
But I did it anyways, because I believe in the beauty and power that accompanies courage.
Fortune rewards the brave, as the adage goes.
It took courage to see who wanted to be near me to unconsciously siphon energy vs. who actually was a friend because of who I am, not just what I can do for them with the nature of my presence. It’s like do you like me, or just my light? It’s similar to wealthy people wondering who wants them for their money, or, famous people questioning who is with them solely for the scene.
It takes courage to discern and then stand up for yourself because you know better in the face of posers, liars, and hurt people who hurt people.
It takes courage to do right; both behind closed doors and in front of others. Doesn’t always look nice or neat.
It takes courage to open your eyes wide enough to see your giant heart.
It takes courage to see who you are, believe in it and honor it fully. I am still a student in this area as it is certainly a process. I could not move forward on the path without learning what it means to honor myself.
It takes courage to handle and harness your gifts.
It takes courage to not rush, to sit still and do nothing, until you truly know.
It takes courage to see difficult parts of life as a privilege. For if you are wise and strong, you will turn shadow into light- mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, metaphysically, psychologically and in every way imaginable.
Yeah, sure, part of me was dead and dying. Another part of me was the diligent scientist and philosopher, connecting the dots of what the fuck was actually happening as I learned and discovered new sciences intuitively. This part of me held space for what the dying part of me was going through. The inspiration and understanding was sooo cool and superseded any human discomfort. I was learning so much! The highest part of me, a part we can all always tap into, was in total peace and bliss, knowing all would be well despite this temporal sojourn into the shadows of the soul.
Next time things get tense, bring in the higher self to take the wheel. You will walk through as many dark nights as the number of lives you have chosen to balance. Don’t worry, it’s easy. It’s never as dooming as you think. Whatever is thrown at you, you can handle. And that understanding, takes great courage.
Lightworkers are put in dark places for a reason: to literally bring light. Do you get it? You will know where to go and how to move, if you are courageous. Lightworkers are not afraid of the dark because they have great courage coupled with the knowing that light awakens the dark.
What have you to fear, if you are it? What part of this planet, and it’s nature have you not yet accepted?
We have karmic periods. Karmic jobs. Karmic people and karmic closures. This takes courage to handle what you are going through with the knowing of what is to come. We can do this while holding space for the peace, abundance, harmony, love, joy and freedom that comes with the truth of holding heaven’s light in a body on Earth.
Happiness is ours if we want it.
It takes courage to release the ego’s perceptions from the equation, sans concern of other people’s perceptions.
It takes courage to do it all on your own. It takes courage to ask for help. It takes courage to both connect as well as manage isolation.
This path of heart, freedom and leadership absolutely takes courage.
Vision takes courage.
Honoring those moments your primal soul boundaries have been crossed, takes courage.
Believing, takes courage.
It takes courage to see yourself as a cosmic being on earth.
It takes cosmic courage to see beyond the two eyes.
Being virtuous is difficult. This world is not virtuous. If you fit in, be mindful of where the world may seek to devalue your sense of inner power through subtlety.
These are just some examples of how we must be strong and courageous to hold space for the reality of growth as a human living life.
The other day I took my daughter Helena on a date. We have date night, because she doesn’t have an active, participating father. So, part of my mothering is to show her how a man should treat her. It has worked. Her boyfriend treats her like a Queen and is madly in love and supportive of her. I’ve been a great dad, and an awesome mom. I take her out in the way I feel a female should be adored and treated. This particular babe night was so fun! We discuss everything- God, morality, culture, philosophy, inspiration, love, sex, education, perspective, comedy, life, etc.
I listened to her intently and have always treated her like an equal sage. I spoke to her about my day, as well. There was a moment when I was explaining to Helena what happened in session, as it was super fun for me. And she is my lineage keeper.
She said, “Damn, you’re like a Marvel movie.” I paused, in a moment of inquisitive puzzlement. It got me curious. “Really?” I thought. This is entirely normal for me. I was so excited to share and then that moment hit when you realize how strange you are. I became quiet. Only rarely do I get excited about my own life and gifts to other people, as most can’t relate, find it threatening or become oddly competitive. So, I often don’t share because I find people’s reactions to what I experience emotionally laborious to manage on top of what I already manage. This is another reason mystics go silent - so as to preserve their energy for the real work they have to do. The real work is between the mystic and God.
But again, it makes me think about how uncommon it is to have this access and spiritual privy most would equate to the stuff of sci-fi and fantasy. These gifts have supported my faith. And I wonder what my faith would look like without these gifts. In reference to the life chapter I previously mentioned, when access to my full gift went dormant— I realize with great depth, how difficult it is to find a faith in one’s own life when you are down and lacking communion with divinity.
It takes discipline, practice and becomes a logical choice to turn towards faith when cosmic access is diminished. It’s logical because it makes you more positive, hopeful and raises your vibration. We all know this attracts more wellbeing.
Sometimes our connection to God is diminished for a lesson, or by choice, or due to extreme circumstances. Either way- we are tested. And that is ok.
It takes courage to let tests be tests and accept the outcome. When we accept the outcome we accept ourselves. This does not mean— don’t try, or to continue being the fuckwit your ego is comfortable with. However, if you’re on the path you can’t get off. You’re growing. Self acceptance takes courage.
And in this collective of readers, I am speaking to powerful light workers who are absolutely on this path. And I am reminding you to be courageous. To be faithful. To remember your spiritual essence. And to remind you that it is about love and freedom. Remember. Remember.
If you open to the expanse of what is possible in this life, an attitude of limitlessness opens the door to more. This perspective takes courage. For how can you look around at this world and believe in unlimited potential unless you have a connection to the cosmic ALL of BENEVOLENCE. How? I mean, it’s kinda fucked up out there.
Cosmic courage comes from a deeper place of heart and soul. It comes from an open mind and a wider perspective. It comes because you have the audacity to believe in more. Audacity is a part of cosmic courage. It takes cosmic courage to set righteous boundaries, and create a container for the actuality of your potentiality. How can one actualize if we don’t build a foundation that springboards our gifts into the world? No cup, no swirl. This means that without masculine/feminine balance or an integration between magnetic and dynamic energies, things are a couple of degrees off. And the space to express is diminished. Build a solid foundation for your life, so you can live it meaningfully and beautifully.
We are all finding balance, so we can experience love and freedom by being courageous enough to sit in the center of our soul’s truth, courageous enough to absolutely fall in love with that truth, and with life itself. The cup, the container, the foundation is created through courage of a cosmic mind.
I would liken spiritual communion to a sacred, echo-whisper, a great secret between you and your highest self that can become true confidence. It is a trust no one can take away from you. Hidden jewels. A secret garden. This link becomes infallible, unfailing and unbreakable. Again, it takes courage to look at life from this higher perspective and continually find creative ways to make meaning of what it. And that’s the thing about this world, nothing has meaning except that which you give it. Therefore, have the courage to give things a refined and sparkling meaning, because it makes life more magical and enchanting. How about that?
I would love to spend an essay or two relating this theme to what I experience metaphysically, but it may not land fully for all. What I can say is that inter-dimensional work taught me fearless faith and the full power of what it is to be human as a child of God, with brilliance running through your veins and spirit. I wanted to learn that love, light and truth absolutely conquers all— the darkest of the dark evils. I am no longer afraid.
All darkness runs in terror or alchemizes when you know who you truly are. And you are light.
Know thyself fully. And then walk into a room. The chemistry and energy will change. More light = more babeness. It’s like cutting the line. Realms of light are the VIP lounges of the Universe. Hang out here, meet the masters. Find your tribe.
Sometimes we reach a point. The point, is another mystery. It takes cosmic courage to remain in the mystery of it all.
Courage is to know before you receive.
In this life so far, I’ve owned very little. My focus has been elsewhere. People will look at me and assume I am wealthy as fuck, powerful, everything has been easy and I always get what I want. You know why? It’s this energy, babe. My energy is rich. But alas, I remember my riches from other lives. And I know what real riches are. And I know what I am manifesting in Act II. Oh yes, yes I know. Ah, I just paused with a wry grin, for it hasn’t come in, but I do feel it. I am rich in spirit. And this is what matters.
The reason my vibe is rich, is because I made courageous choices in the shadows. I know what I have become. I know what I have earned. I know because it is inside of me. And we manifest on par with who we become. Be so cosmically courageous, you become dangerous. Owwwwwwwwwww. It’s a very hot feeling, indeed.
I wish you great courage on your path at this time on Earth. I know you are a sacred vessel for good. I know that you are a powerful leader. I know you are a part of my tribe. I know you from many lives before. Do you know this yet? I know this is not the first life where you are reading my words, or listening to me speak, or come to me for healing. And I thank you deeply for your willingness and love. I thank you for honoring yourself and for honoring my expression. I remember you all. And I am grateful.
Please feel free to contact me if you need further support on your path, you courageous rebel. I have a few spaces for Expansion Session Clients at this time.
Stay brave. And get it, babe. I am here for it.
Love,
Kalisa Augustine