Everything we do as people comes from a desire to be with love. We seek the balance of becoming one with Source, God, a Higher Power, a stream of Purity.
People usually don’t quite understand what they really need. They crave what they want. People call for help when they are afraid, lost something, lack something, or they are moving through something. Maybe, they want to be something, change something, heal something or expand into something. All change takes one thing—heart. We have all the love, abundance and resources that we need everyday that we wake up. We are never in lack, despite illusion and we are only subject to our own fears or the fear projections required for each individual to face it and dissolve it. Everyone has a totally different life curriculum. We cannot judge anyone’s path. We are always held perfectly, even if uncomfortable. All is growth. All is cleansing to become love vessels. It’s actually not even that personal. It’s more of a spiritual refinement process completely based on returning to love.
We want things, but the wanting can only come when we embody what we need. And that is love, first. The only way to understand true love is through a higher power. It is when our cup is full that we can embody what is required to give love and reflect it to others and ourselves. We can transcend a lot of ideology, other peoples concepts, and understand through reality, observance and self query. The Light and Love of the Source of Creation is here in our everyday lives. Study life and yourself and you will be given everything you need to open your heart to Love. It is all inside of you. And it always has been. When the inner love foundation is found, everything else comes together.
We think the problem is all these things outside of us. We think the problems are things outside of our control. The real issue is that people are hesitant to be in a state of love when they see fear or darkness around them or within them. And yet here we are, the Angels, ushering through a new energy, a new peace, and a higher order of love for the world. We do this with all of our gifts and in different ways. I’ve noticed that in sessions, people want to talk about money, politics, status, friend groups, social contracts, career, what they think they’re supposed to be doing for their health, injuries, anything to stay on point in America 2025— but underneath the more superficial issues is a need to return to love. And guess what, the source of all pain usually has to do with how much love we are unable to feel, due to our own internal issues. Healing is letting go. Love is letting go in service of trust in the present moment and trusting that we are actually held by a higher order.
Every session eventually comes down to love. Do you feel love-able? Can you give love without fear? Can you feel love from the Creator? Can you accept love from people? Can you love yourself despite criticism or misunderstandings? Can you give love and be in love even when it’s hard? If so— everything else is truly manageable.
It takes some time for people to get through the bullshit of the distractions of the day, myself included. It’s a spiritual practice. We can unconsciously cling to the temporal and capricious desires that stem from a personality’s whim. We get stuck in the past or the future. But at the end of the day, everyone wants one thing, don’t they? Love.
I didn’t understand how simple and profound this is: everyone wants to experience love.
This revelation has humbled me: that my only job is to demonstrate love.
It all comes back to the heart. No matter your race, color, socioeconomic status, age, gender identity, job, faith, non-faith, or your horrific past story— we are all the same. And our ascension into a simplicity of heart is a required step for humanity. Everyone wants to be able to sit in love. We want to be at peace with love; to embrace it and give it and receive it and play in it.
We strive to be peaceful and full enough to give love. We try to be open and deserving enough to receive it purely. We want to reflect love. We want to understand love. And we so deeply as a people, need to embody love.
How? You already have it, it’s about allowing it to come alive from within. Being love is a skilled art form. Transformational trauma therapy that rewires the mind, clears negative energy and offers a space for revelation and emotional healing through advanced processes really helps. If you’d like support on your love journey, please contact me for an initial consultation.
There are many spiritual bypasses around the necessity of a growth path through love. You can work your way out of love, politic your way out, meditate in a cave, create subconscious barriers protecting ourselves, look at stats, look at history, take a path that is devoid of love, hide behind fake love, etc. And at the same time, deep down, most people want a deeply loving connection. Your heart is your true home. A loving relationship and loving connections create a profound spiritual path.
What a conflict for the species— to be so afraid of the thing we need most!
I think the first step is practical. It is recognizing how fundamental love and connection is to our mental health and immune system, and then ultimately the world and people around us. Love is spiritual ascension. It is health. It is wealth. It is energy protection. It is our legacy and gift. It is our birthright. But often the love we want to create as adults wasn’t offered in the way that we needed as infants and children. And the psyche, us being spiritual creatures, often associates a mother and father’s love as psychologically synonymous metaphors with images of God/Goddess or aspects of Creation itself. When we don’t get love as a kid it can really mess with our ability to manifest God’s intended blessings. When we are neglected or abused in a way that embeds false teachings about love into the child, there is a spiritual record skip where the psychology has to fragment and bend to hold space for conflicting ideologies around love and creation. Often, we don’t even recognize what’s under the subconscious rug until later in life. But, it must be dealt with as an adult. This is okay. The spiritual journey is to undo those teachings and become what we were before pain hit the body.
We are doing great. We are a couple of generations redefining what love is and why we need it beyond survival, dominance or ownership. Most people have had some trauma or normalized trauma around love and safety. Therefore learning how to consciously love would be a practice and spiritual art form. You will get out of it what you put in. And we are changing the tides quickly, actually, when you zoom out and look at our current collective timeline on Earth. Things are changing fast; ever the more reason to strengthen the love muscle. As love holds all.
Sometimes we aren’t ready when we think we are. We are looking for others to play a role or fill a void. We are ashamed of our pasts or traumas. And with all the emphasis on relationships, energetic dynamics and the right way to overcome the difficulty of navigating romantic relationships, it can just get super overwhelming in the public, digital town square. There needs to be more of a conversation around sensitivity, trauma, and the path back to loving consciousness in terms of romantic, relational intelligence while recognizing everyone is in a different point in the journey that can’t be quantified by external markers. And on top of that, when we are trying to hold up the strength of a higher order of heart as reality—we have to face the mass mental illusion that burdens our perceptions from the onslaught of negativity around love. High beams, wading through the swamp muck consciousness of those who are so embittered by the loss of love in their own lives they condemn it as naive completely. Stay strong high beams! Those of you who hold higher love concepts as truth deep in your heart, you are the ones. You are the teachers. Keep the preciousness strong until you’re ready to share it. When you are ready, those codes of higher love will be vibrationally activated and radiated to the world. These love codes are like sleeping frequencies, embedded in the hearts of light workers, to be awakened and shared at the perfect time for the individual as well as for humanity on Earth. Love is the way; do not despair. It is worth the conscious effort. A brave and true heart is the rarest thing in this realm. It echoes and beckons that higher order to manifest. And how can the host of Angels activate those codes if our hearts are not standing tall and radiant? To understand tall, you get small. To understand radiance, you must be dim and shadowy. To understand love we must feel dark for a period. This is all learning and seeing to become the Light. Once we found the harmony, the duality of contrast learning is still there but becomes less personal or soul shaking.
If we want to be big enough to stand up against the tide and bring through new ideas around love, we must be steadfast and strong. There is no perfect relationship, but there is perfect love to experience, to embody and offer to another through the deep and profound spiritual growth that can come from a devotion to love itself. And we can practice this with every encounter. That doesn’t mean you always get it right, but we can learn from every encounter. Devotion to love is akin to devotion to God.
Because of my trauma history, I had the hardest time connecting romantic love and God energy. It was a huge source of conflict and betrayal for me. I am grateful to have found neurological, spiritual, emotional, and energetic ways to transform a perceived loss of sacred self. Those who have been through heavy trauma, and are still called to high love, become great teachers when healed and awakened. The most radiant sources of bigness and brightness there is, have known and transcended the other side. Remember, all is teaching you to return to love. There is nothing else. It is only the negative forces of mind and ego which entice you to stay lost in the gray, or to lessen your resolve to hold deep faith in love as a life anchor. These are only lessons which strengthen the being, like a diamond being purified to reflect the truest love there is. I promise, beneath the pain, a well of love is ever present and ever flowing. It is infinite and true. And it is your birthright to claim. It is your mother and father, your origin, and your true nature.
Some people have achieved healthy love. Some people are striving. And humanity is shifting in its understanding of what love and relationship is, and why it is. We have become a little lost in that process, and it’s okay. We are all growing up. Some people play pretend in their relationship roles. And some have given up or feel doomed. Some have lost a sense of aliveness. Some push away and defend to protect. Some won’t get near it. Some use it for personal gratification. Some are trying and failing. Some are trying and succeeding. Some are leading and teaching. But as humans we are all about love, no matter which way you want to spin it. The darkest night always has faith in morning’s glory.
We wouldn’t collectively be both trying, bitching, giving up, and torn by the concept of love —if it wasn’t important. We wouldn’t write books, stories and songs about it. We wouldn’t come up with tons of theories to explain it. We wouldn’t study the biochemistry of behavior or interpersonal neurobiology if it wasn’t to understand love. It is said that who you choose to share your life and energy with affects your finances, health and sense of purpose. Love is as fundamental as a baby needing the nourishment of a mother’s milk. Humans learning to love is like fish learning to swim. We are confused by our very own nature. Our nature is loving, compassionate, and truly desirous of the gentle God energy and playful freedom that is catalyzed by loving another in purity. We get to experience the Light of God through the heart of another human vessel, and reflect it back. This is kind of incredible to me. We can, by chance, in a spontaneous coincidences of cosmology, meet another soul, look into their eyes and feel the depth of a thousand lifetimes, the safety of Earth itself holding your body calmly through the hands of another’s person’s land, as our bodies are of the Earth and clay, and we can change instantly through love’s gaze. Through love we can connect to God. It’s amazing that we can magnetize and call in great love to show us who we are, and teach us to let go of what we are not. This is magnificent. When we are inspired to love more than we are inspired to fear, we have arrived.
And I believe, now, after 20 years of transformational trauma work, meditation and energetics, working with and observing people, understanding hearts and brains, as well as engaging in arts that are supported by a deep understanding the human condition; and also, frankly, at the end of my awakening journey raising a child alone— that this truth is real: love is all we’ve got, and love is all there is. Love heals all. Everything else exists as temporal states of awareness, feeling, life context and conditions to support our understanding of love. All leads back to Love. All leads back to God. All leads back to the heart. There is not much else to say. Raise your vibration into love. Raise your heart into love. That is all we must do. Act on it and practice it.
You can make billions, employ and feed the world, and yet with a closed heart there would be a faulty aspect in the foundation of creation. Something down the line would require correction. You’ll be back here spinning the karmic wheel again. We cannot apply spiritual coin as moral desert for things we do. We cannot apply a fucked up sense of accomplishment, perfectionism, and accolade to our spiritual growth. It’s just about an open heart. It’s so simple.
A child sitting in a field with a cow humming a tune in the wind is more powerful than 1 million closed hearts trying to solve Earth’s problems. Only consciousness will solve those problems and there is no vision without love.
We cannot over emphasize other areas of our lives enough to drown out the human need to be and experience love. When we do this, we will simply create imbalance and unrest.
The peace that we want.
The money that we want.
The sex that we want.
The freedom and joy and truth that we want.
It all rests on our ability to be at peace with love without pulling, sabotaging, pushing, tearing, neglecting, or suppressing.
To learn to be at peace with the embodiment of love, means you have healed worthiness, at least somewhat mastered your emotions, are at peace with reality and have found neutrality amongst it. And with that maturity comes an awareness of your own shadow-beast, and making efforts to tame it in service of the above mentioned ideals. It means you take ownership of your own lack and fears, everyday. It means you have cultivated a deep relationship with God, a Higher Power, and beckon that loving light to move through your heart, mind, voice and body every single day. We are flawed as humans and we need higher support. Being at peace with love means you are capable of deep peace in your solitude without resistance, angst, or distraction. It means you place understanding the other, relationally, above your own ego’s needs while practicing autonomous interdependence. It means there is mastery over what you say to others, even those we do not esteem, and how we say it. And it means even when we make mistakes, we are committed to continuing to learning, forgiving others and forgiving ourselves and course correcting from the deepest places of sincerity. Sincerity is everything. You can’t change any aspect of your spiritual being without sincere self inquiry. Being at peace with love means we must face the pain that comes with opening our heart. We closed them hard. Trapped metal doors around fearful hearts wrapped in black gauze. It doesn’t have to be that way. Everyday visualize opening the heart chakra. Move the fear and lack out of then way. Loving purely means honoring our own messiness, learning, and discomfort without shame. It means choosing trust as your bedrock. There is no shame in learning to love, my friend. There is only honor. Deep honor. Let go of the pain of vulnerability and step into the self acceptance that comes with self love.
This is the part where people run, turn backwards, or choose people who cannot see them as a way to maintain control. Arms length. No, I’m working. I have my friends. This is too hard. Etc. Etc. Opening the heart means we have to face ourselves, our traumas and reality of pain, while standing up for and nurturing our most vulnerable selves. Your partner is your mirror. Even when you see undesirable behavior from the other as the opposite of who you are and what you embody, there will always be a matching picture within you as the catalytic spark of mis-creation. And we have to own and nourish those parts of self to integrate and change them. There is learning in everything. When we are experiencing what we do want, we will see the spark of true creation within ourselves. We can always look inside and change our worlds. A vibrational shift can change your outer world in a second. As you self reflect, stand strong with the fractured parts of self that may be open to judgement (yours and other’s). It’s scary to stand by that raging teen, or immature child or self sabotaging protector that only comes out when a certain kind of soul mate hits a certain type of wound. But, that’s the great power. It’s an art of the heart, to love yourself and those around you anyways. Christ said, be like the little children. Children love and forgive simply and with wonder. They are present and gentle. They are simple and speak truth. May we love each other in our adult forms, with a child’s heart combined with adult wisdom. Here’s how to be a heart alchemist: see yourself for who you are, in darkness and in light, with a sincere desire to process those unhealed parts into the whole. And then do it. You can be a love alchemist everyday without knowing a thing about energetics. You can choose to call on virtues. Elevate your mind. Listen to your loved ones and self reflect. Let go of pain suffering and fear. You can change the things that hold you back and hold you down. And you can do this at any stage of your life. If you would like support with this, please contact me for Expansion Sessions.
We have the power to release the pain from our lineage, our genetics, and for our children. We have the power to completely change our energy vessels and become stronger, more radiant humans.
Maybe over time, some of you have lost faith for a better tomorrow. That’s okay. I’ve been there. Maybe over time, some you have lost faith in yourselves, or in the good of the day. I’ve been there, too.
And yet, we are still here. Skipping rocks. And as we look around at condemnation, decay, resource fears, fracture, exhaustion, confusion, war, and our beautiful planet crying out for help… what choice do we have? Fall to pain? Hide? Give up? Stay in attack mode? No. It doesn’t do anything for anyone. We are still here, you feel me? If anything, the pain of the times has stripped me of attachment to material anything or even to my own manifestations. I understand devotion to essence and virtue as primary. All else finds its place. The feelings and vibration of the heart are what fuels the manifestation of the mind. The heart is the deeper source here. The mind structures up the truth of the heart. The only thing that matters is the essence of vibration we can maintain in any moment. That vibration and willingness to open the heart moves mountains. When the transformational trauma work, energy healing and mental discipline get in alignment, worlds change. When the soul identity is based in love and abundance, everything flows. There is no thing, or article of clothing, or car, or home, or location that can do what the Light of the heart can. There is no material thing that can replace God as my daily source. There is no thing outside of me that will make me a better human, or more acceptable. It’s all within me. As it is all within you.
As a species, we have been through the initiatory awakening of the times. We have been humbled. And the way through it all, is love and ascension. We must let go of anything in our lives that does not support love. We must alchemize the parts of ourselves that have forgotten how to love. And we must return to a way of being that supports loving energy, on a daily basis. And if this is the crisis of the ages that I am meant to work in, so be it. The answer to everything is love. Love brings peace.
As I reflect on my attempts to help, and where I have paused, pivoted or reflected, I do recognize one thing- my greatest gift is my heart. All skill comes from my heart. The way I help, is through love. Things don’t go well when I don’t have time for my heart. The reason I can heal and move darkness that no one can see, is my heart. And in this life, I am to keep the bigness of that heart power source and melt into the gentleness that it bears me. It is my love that healed my child, built my career, and magnetized anything good, love and opportunity included. I love every client that has ever come to me. It is always fate. My heart can be passionate, and fiery, and quiet, and solemn in reflection. It can solve problems and offer wonder in the dark. It can be childlike, playful, big and inspiring. It can create and guide me to make miracles occur. It leads my mind and shows me where there is healing to do. My heart magnetizes my soul mates and gives me visions of truth.
The reason I now know the gift of my life has more to do with love than my energy skill or any art form (which is an affect if my heart’s vibration), is because of Helena, my daughter. I watch her emotional maturity trump my piers, colleagues and friends. I raised her outside of the my lineage of trauma and fought to protect the new line. She was raised in the most privileged locations and around varied cultures. Not too spoiled. Not too coddled. Just enough hustle to be great, just enough goodness and light to be wholesome, just enough lack to be grateful, just enough abundance to know its all safe and in God’s hands, just enough art and adventure to have an edge— she will have her own journey but will not have to go through anything near what was normalized to me around love. I may not have been able to give her everything I wanted to materially, but the gift of heart freedom and true loving connection is more valuable than anything else I could have given her. I taught her how to be real, how to heal, how to spot predators and fucked up people through their energy and personality profile, how to transform, own mistakes, make decisions, and how demonstrate strength, detach, let it go, make friends wherever. I taught her how to speak and listen. When it matters and when it doesn’t. And that all wisdom comes from the heart. She is the wisest person that I know, and far beyond me. She has mastered at 18 what took my entire life to learn. That’s wild power at a young age. I dropped out of the scene for a bit, but it was the highest act of devotion. The only thing that matters when you are raising a child is making sure you have a present heart with them and ensure the energies around them are safe. The children must know you love them in full devotion. They must know they are heard and seen and that you would go to bat for them. They must receive the Light of the Creator through the way that you love, so that they normalize what is pure and true, so that they associate God with Love. I am successful in raising an autonomous, gentle, highly intelligent, creative child who is at peace, stands in love, and believes in her present and in her future despite the odds and against it all. She knows love. She lives in love. And that is how I know I am successfully able to share how to teach people to love. It starts deep inside, with you. Maturity does temper beautifully, our ability to give and receive love with grace.
It is our devotion and our love which paves the way to passions and excitement and creation. Love amps up the engine. And you cannot offer what you do not have to give. When we are lost or afraid, it is time to elevate our perception of soul identity to the highest reaches of love. When we lose love, it’s time to look within and to God. The highest reaches of love is where we are born and this is our spiritually royal heritage. The Kingdom of Love is where we return. Bringing love down here to Earth, the most dense of realms, is the only way. Eventually you realize that ambition without faith in love and abundance is a whirlpool. And yet the beauty in life rests in that we keep trying, seeing truth, and changing to become the most beautiful versions of self as God intended while fully accepting our flaws, pain, and negative sides. It’s not about what it looks like, or a perfect picture or product. It’s not even about what you get. It’s about who you become through understanding deep love. It’s about working for and with a higher order of truth, and to reflect heaven’s light and love to the people around you. That’s what we can do to help.
We cannot understand anything without understanding Love.
Transformational trauma therapy for the heart, brain, and energy has been my great work in this life. It has saved my own life from hell, pain, loneliness, loss, lack and what I thought was permanent damage. You are not alone. And nothing is permanent except love. Sometimes all the noise is stripped away, so that we can see what is left. All that’s left is soul, love, and heaven. Everything that happens to you is good, and a part of a process to elevate your heart. When our heart is whole, all is peace. All is well. And we bring forth a new future for others coming into this planet, to find their way, even if silently through our vibratory example. These love currents are like light rivers casting new worlds in the quantum. Your love is the magic. You are the love we all seek. You have it inside of you, my precious friend. And if you need support on that journey back to love, I have a powerful container to help you get there.
In Sincerity,
Kalisa